It’s the late summer there and the steps
that go up and up eventually meet with the patio where the patrons talk and listen
drink and sometimes even sing. It’s an old building, the top windows not broken
but faded, bordering on dirty. Yet, the place is saved by the energy of the
air, the cleaning vibration or gaze of the moon, the whistles of the traffic
and general hum that comes from the vastness of the sky and night. Yes the
street like a river, and it actually leads to a sort of river, - well at least
a Lake. That lake is a bit too stagnant. The people are not bad per se, - but
their talk, though they think it is profound, is prosaic. The general mind is interested
in the latest gossip, the place someone went, the band, the whatever, - and it’s
not a sin, - it’s just a bit unconscious. But who cares? It’s just all beings
in the night. One had gotten too rowdy and had to be escorted out, - and the
police came, then afterwards he showed up but was apologetic, - his words met
with cynical stares by the ones he had troubled. There is a graveyard down the
way, but it is far and far away,- sits on a hill,- I wonder what the spirits
think as they roam around the town under the soft streetlights, out and about,-
? Can two spirits, like two persons, find romance? - I never heard that
question posed before. But…why not? Doesn’t it get lonely by the tombstones and
nigh flowers up on that large summit? – Can’t a soul have some fun? - Even in
the phantom form? Who knows? The rinks, the shops, and even most of the restaurants,-
they sleep,- one light on, chairs on tables,- tip jar asleep,- a few pennies
and nickels in their still, dreaming, turning, sometimes talking to one another,-
‘When we gonna get outta here?’ Ha. And the flowers, the flowers by the little
lake, and the bees- where do the bees sleep and what do they dream of? It’s
getting late. We are older now. Do you know some of the people we knew could be
dead? - To think! Fans blow air in houses, - the suburbs wait, just beyond, -
and Rumi, though a name on a page, - knows things, knew things, is not just a
name of a page, - but is around, - and Jesus too-, as in ‘Cleave a piece of
wood, I am there.’ It’s the universal consciousness, - it’s the divine oneness,
- it’s all and everything and not and nil and nothing. It’s the night, a candle
on the table flickers, nobody notices really, - the autumnal air wants to
arrive, - and I can just feel and know it. The patrons, once sober, and then
buzzed, are soon enough drunk. One sways, the other dances. One talks too
loudly then, - explaining the way things are, - though things are, however they
seem, not a certain way, - not really ever perhaps. A woman gets up and
stretches, a police car drives past, then a truck with a modified engine. Maybe
a bat goes past the roof. Once we saw bats silhouetted against the late dusk
sky, - oh, - in a ravine, behind where a ghost came to see me, - but that was
long, so long ago, in another time, by another street, during other days and
nights and seasons so.
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