The forest and
fields were full of wonderful signs and omens, talismans and totems, happenings
of spiritual import and significance. The intermingling things physical and
metaphysical are strong there. Of course, in Vedanta, Advaita, or Nondualistic
terms, - there is really no difference. Everything comes together. Maybe
because it was my birthday. Maybe because I was aware and quiet. Who knows?
Going all around
there, yet with no direction, I could stay as long or little as I wanted to. If
I felt to go on, to the East, I could. If I wanted to sit and rest on the old
logs in the sunshine, well that would be fine also. Reflection. Quietude. But
not too much, - for the good wind flares up and brings over the tall grasses
and wild white wildflowers of the afternoon. The dogs pick up a run, round and
round some large trees where chaparral and feral shrubs grow near the bottom.
The sand is thrown up and makes the sky opaque for a moment. A beetle walks.
A caterpillar
goes along a small piece of wood.
Some single strand of a bamboo-like growth, - green, has grown out from the
wall/curvature of the sandpit. I look around and go to a near old tree where
the dogs rest in the shade.
Old machinery,-
from a long ago time- rusted,- sitting in the seasons- two large pieces- having
seen winters and springs, summers and of course the most pastoral and
picaresque of times,- the pastoral autumnal hours when the leaves turn hues and
that inner change can be felt, the one of the departed summer and the new
beginnings. There is the long pathway, - one of them anyhow- and the butterfly
on the dirt and dried leaves.
Soon after it is
time to leave. Chipmunk and mushroom, blue flower and spider web, tall
flaxen
hill to the right, - dazzled and shining from the sun. I see it through the
trees, but don’t go there. You can’t go everywhere all the time.
You have to find
the miracle where you are.
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